This is still hard

17 pounds later, this is still hard.

Morning Weigh-in: 190

eeeehrgh. It's such slow work. Exercising still makes me happy, and eating is still difficult. Yesterday I spent about 15 minutes on a bike and half an hour on an elliptical-- then I went and did a full upper-body weight-lifting workout.

Weight loss is a long long long process. It was my goal to be at 185 before June-- but almost halfway through May I'm still fighting with 190?

May has been a really hard month with food. Usually it's just me and Tarver at our house. Tarver eats giant bowls of cereal and I eat spinach and brown rice and other stuff... this month it feels like I have been everywhere-- and by everywhere I mean, coldstone, granite city, green mill--- you get the idea.

Exercising is great, but I need to committ to BOTH parts of the weight-loss process. Summer will be a lot easier.

Also, I'm so close to being done with my undergrad career-- lots of hard work today and tomorrow. For serious.