Really trying.

Hi again everyone! Some updates:

I'm finally starting to exercise every day again. My brand new, fancy-shmancy Wii Fit has been helping me out. I've come to the conclusion that the scale I bought is very very wrong because both at the doctors office the other day and on the Wii fit I'm floating around 196. Which sucks, but considering how bad I've been this summer, I just need to suck it up. It is what it is.

Now that I'm getting a little bit of a schedule back into my life (ignore the fact that I'm writing this at 1am) I'm feeling more positive. Graduate school, though it's going to kick my butt, is going to give me the structure necessary to get back on track.

I'm considering going on a more serious type of diet than I have in the past starting with school. Tay and Tarver say that I am not allowed to go on a liquid diet. I say, neither of them have a BMI above 30 (or 31, or 32.) But I don't think the liquid diet thing is for me. I'm looking at doing meal-replacement. Obviously this isn't the sort of thing I'd want to just do! Surprise! I'm doing some research and seeing if it's right for me.

I'm 22. I'm 5'5" and I weigh almost 200 pounds. Something needs to change and yes, it does need to be a little drastic.

I've exercised every day in August thusfar. I can do this.