Monday, March 9, 2009

The Evil Plateau Part 2

I said "I'll be okay if I plateau even a little lower." BUT, after gaining a half a pound every day this weekend, I'm getting a little annoyed. This is my same diatribe as it always is: WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?! Blah blah blah, I ate well, blah blah blah, an hour of cardio, blah blah blah.

200.5

T was telling me yesterday that it will probably start to get easier. I really hope so because right now every single day is an incredible struggle with food (I'm pretty good about exercising now).

In other news, choir tour begins this Friday, so I'll probably be updating my blog, but my scale is staying home. That's the other scary, frustrating thing happening. I'm not READY to go anywhere. One week could completely undo everything I've done so far. I'm incredibly excited to go-- I've never been to the East Coast before, but at the same time it's a lot scary for me to just go out there on my own, not knowing what the food will be (church food, much of the time :P) or whether or not I'll be able to walk enough to get my exercise, which I doubt on concert days.

It's just scary. I like to have my things, all set up and ready to go. Choir tour will be a lot of fun and I'm sure I'll have a great time. I just hope I don't come back needing to start all over again :/

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Gosh I'm with you on being worried for spring break. I don't know what the hell I'll be eating in Costa Rica, some of the time in extremely rural areas. So I guess we'll see. But we'll make it through! I know we will! :D