Mysterious

Morning weigh-in: 190.5

I'd never complain about it, but it is weird. Up and DOWN and UP and DOWN.

Oh well. Yesterday I was good with food and exercised harder than usual because I was absolutely determined to see a lower number today and I did! I'm actually surprised the number was so low since I drank a LOT of water yesterday to keep myself from eating. But water doesn't have any calories so it doesn't even count. Hooray!

I have been very careful and will do it again today. Keeping track of my calories and exercising hard is definitely the way to go. I'm down 15 pounds again (still?) and really ready to keep going from here. I want to see the 180s sooooo bad. I weighed in the upper 180s when Tarver and I first met, and I was briefly in the high 170s in the summer of 2006-- but only very briefly.

Of course, tomorrow, choir is ruining things again. We have to go on a fieldtrip which starts at 6:30AM and we won't get back until 2AM on Saturday. 8 hours in a bus, all together. It'll be a good chance for me to get some reading done but for goodness' sakes, it's finals week I need to be at home with my computer writing my papers and exercising so I look good at my graduation! I'm like Cameron from Ferris Bueller,

I'll go. I'll go. I'll go...